… an oscillator

 I feel i must write some thing now and then, just to keep this thing alive. i can act like there is no time, when it is really mismanagement of time. Earlier time was divided into semesters. At work, it is divided into weekly meetings, though only just. Even the most exciting jobs can get predictable. Excitement can also saturate beings. But i feel im living in phases, with a 90 degree time lag, sometimes maybe 270 degree. This work till that work / plan comes through. i am here till i go there. This, that, here, there are the troughs and the crests and if i make a good graph, they might make an uneven saw tooth formation. I might be an oscillator. It could be a sine wave formation, but a sine is too predictable and i definitely dont want that as an input. 

I can be tangential but this is still about time.